Listen, actually it's my first time - Prologue

Prologue – Appearances and Youth

Show off is not a good trait.

Although I know this, we still often boast. Perhaps it’s a common affliction of those who are praised by adults for "enjoying youth."

To me, boasting is a symbol of youth.

The school hierarchy, where you are seen as an outcast if you don’t dress up or can’t keep up with the conversations, is something that only exists in youth.

Therefore, it’s inevitable that I continuously boast.

I have my reasons to justify myself this way.

But no matter what, boasting will eventually lead to being exposed. In many ways.

I was drawn to the sight of the girl lying on her back in front of me, and without thinking, I found her body truly beautiful.

Although she hadn't removed all of her clothes yet, her flawless white skin and long, slender legs, seen up close, made me feel as though I was choking.

I couldn't take my eyes off her, unable to resist the contradictory attraction between the mystery of not daring to touch her and the desire to taint her with my own hands.

Both her messy hair from lying on the bed and the breasts wrapped in her bra were all very sacred. If described in a lewd way, they would seem quite seductive.

"Are you... just going to look...?"

The desire to keep looking and the urge to make a move had been battling inside me all this time, but the words just now broke the balance.

When our lips met, pleasure follow through my body. My mind, which often thought of her, was now flooded with her image, with no space left.

I'm very excited. It's time to take off your bra, right? I wanted to touch her breasts, which seemed to fit in the palm of my hand that I had only been able to touch in my imagination for a long time.

In front of me was a pair of pale white breasts wrapped in a solid black bra. Dazed by this Unbelievable reality, I swallowed hard.

"It would be so embarrassing if it was just me..."

She blushed, looked at me, and murmured.

I wasn't sure what she was embarrassed about... Was it the fact that she was lying naked on the bed? But sex requires the man to take the lead, right...? Ah! Does she mean that I should also take my clothes off?

I thought I had the right answer, but then I froze.

Take off my clothes now? But I haven't even made her feel anything yet, wouldn't it be strange to undress? Even if I do, how much should I take off? Just the shirt? Or everything?

If I were someone who was used to having sex, maybe my body would move naturally, smoothly, and with control.

The problem is, I'm a virgin about to have my first experience with a girl. Even the moment of taking off clothes is a complicated issue, and my mind quickly fills with question marks.

Will I be able to complete my first experience smoothly?

I was a bit anxious inside, but I still tried to appear calm. As for her, she was looking at me with big eyes, wearing lingerie.

This is so confusing. What’s the next step?

Translator note :-

To be honest, this was my first time translating a light novel, so there may be some grammatical or other errors. I apologize for that and will make sure to improve in the future.

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